“I thought I’d dealt with that long ago!” has been a popular refrain in Akashic Records sessions lately. Many of us are finding that old patterns we thought we’d healed and put long behind us are back. Some even worry that the “recurrence” is a sign of spiritual failure, but in fact, the opposite is more likely the case. Far more often, “recurrence” is a sign we have achieved a level of spiritual growth that means we are ready for a deeper dive. It might also mean that we now are ready to start healing not only for ourselves, but also for the collective. That’s often called “planetary service” and it’s a sign of spiritual advancement, and in some cases, mastery.
Why Am I Reliving Old Patterns?
The first reason for revisiting an old dynamic is usually some variation of “You healed it as deeply as you could the last time, and that was perfect. Now it’s time to go more deeply, and it will be perfect too.” This one has been coming through the Records for as long as I’ve been working with them this lifetime. And while sometimes we find it frustrating, once we look more deeply, it’s easy to see why we weren’t able to go to the core of something big in the first go round.
For example, abuse, betrayal and trauma often require another round of forgiveness and release. In these cases, the core of the dynamic might clear in the first session, but later, the tentacles into other areas of our lives may come up for additional attention.
Guidance in the Akashic Records
This is why the Records provide only the guidance and healing we are ready, willing and able to receive. Sometimes the Records tell us we’ll need to come back to something in time. They may even give us a timeframe of weeks, months or even a year. So when these issues resurface for more attention, we’re not surprised.
But when the Records have told us the process is complete, we understandably wonder if we’ve been mislead. “I wish they’d have just said, ‘Complete for now’” explained one person in frustration.
“Fair enough,” I replied, wondering aloud if she’d like to ask her Records why they didn’t use that phrase. Frankly, I thought we were going to hear something about how the human definition of time just doesn’t cut it in these matters, but that wasn’t it.
“A more accurate phrase would be, ‘Complete for who you are now’” the Records began. “And because you live in a free will universe, we don’t know for certain whether the who you become later will be ready, willing and able to go more deeply. To point that out now, though, might imply that who you are, even after the Records session, is not good enough. That, of course, would be wrong. You always are whole and complete as you are.”
While “You healed this as deeply as you could the last time, and that was perfect” can be hard to accept, this idea of going more deeply to be of “planetary service” can be even more challenging. And it helps to take it piece by piece.
A Significant Leap Forward in Healing the Pattern
Let’s say in a past life you beat your wife repeatedly. Eventually you saw the error of your behavior, stopped the beatings, sought forgiveness, made amends and became a model husband. Your soul then carries the frequency of having healed the pattern of spousal abuse. Your Akashic Records also carry that frequency and therefore that experience and ability to heal.
Now, in this lifetime, you not only beat your wife, but you also have physically abused a previous girlfriend. Why would your soul choose to experience this again? Why hasn’t your soul “learned its lesson”? Well, perhaps it has, and this is where the planetary service comes in.
Perhaps your soul has chosen to incarnate at a time when humanity is finally ready to make a significant leap forward in healing the pattern of spousal abuse. And, in participating in this pattern again, your soul is able to use its past-life knowledge and once again stop the abuse, seek forgiveness, make amends to both your wife and your former girlfriend. You become a model husband, and you work with other abusive husbands and partners to teach them how to heal their abusive patterns with a depth of experience that no “first timer” could offer.
Frequencies You Carry
Because you carry the frequencies of a being who has healed this abusive pattern, you are especially attractive and helpful to those who need help. You radiate the frequencies of recovery, repentance and love, which they catch like a virus and use to help them achieve the same recovery.
You also have access to the frequencies within humanity’s matrix of energies where spousal abuse vibrates, and therefore you can play a role in reprogramming those aspects of the matrix. That’s your service to humanity — reprogramming and healing some of our shared energetic matrix that has been supporting physical abuse — only now those energies are less supportive, thanks to you.
The Journey to Heal
Not surprisingly, the journey to heal this pattern in this second (or third or fifth) lifetime might take more than one visit into the Akasha. And, no matter how many Records sessions are needed, each one is successful and complete on its own.
So, these behaviors this lifetime are not failures. And chances are, your wife and former girlfriend also signed up for this tour of service. They, too, are able to heal and strengthen the aspects of our energetic matrix so that it’s easier for abuse victims to heal and reclaim their power.
Healing and Service
Yes, we certainly are in challenging times. So it’s not surprising that many among us may be living tours of planetary service. Some think this was the case with Adolph Hitler: that in actuality, he was some Ascended Master whose soul was strong enough to inspire all kinds of spiritual growth through the horrifying power of contrast. I don’t know about that – I don’t have access to those Records.
But I have been invited into the Records of many people who are playing active roles in healing patterns beyond their individual impact. Often, from the “outside,” the behaviors and relationships look and feel terrible. But once we step into the Light of Divine, and look at the impact through the Akashic lens, the service and the love are unmistakable.
Are you ready to live your life with more lightness and freedom?
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